CITY IS WAITING FOR YOU

CITY IS WAITING FOR YOU
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Wednesday, December 25, 2013

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Hi Blog and fans of mine; it has been awhile, but today is necessary. My heart is breaking. Faith being tested. Mother trying to stay strong. A woman feeling helpless. Why not like a day like today to write. So, to all Happy Christmas or Merry Christmas to those that celebrate or even take the time to acknowledge it. I took the time today to watch the holiday classic, "White Christmas" with the greats of Hollywood and vaudeville--Bing Crosby and Danny Kaye. I use to watch it every year in my youth, but today I think I listened and watched it for the first time. There were lyrics of a song, "COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS INSTEAD OF SHEEP, by Irving Berlin." Which is about a song that when you are having a hard time sleeping; quiet yourself and think of your blessings instead of the old wisdom of counting sheep to make you sleep. It was so sweet and tender the lyrics. Of late I have been feeling like I am being tested. I try my best to stay positive, but it has be difficult. You get tired of hearing the positive idioms..."keep a stiff upper lip (as my quivers), look of the positive (having a hard time finding it), or it will all work out ( it has to work out), and or the world famous...look for a silver lining (why can't I see it?)"....I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT. This song actually helped more than anyone of late. It literally spoke to me, for the first time and yet I am still pausing at finding my blessings, for my son is going through it again with his physical heart health. GOD HEAR ME; PLEASE...I BEG OF YOU......HOLD HIM NEAR....HEAL HIM.....GIVE HIM TIME....LET HIM HAVE A LONG AND PROSPEROUS LIFE. PLEASE GOD HEAR THIS MOTHER'S PRAYER. I KNOW YOU ARE HERE. I KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN IN OUR LIVES AND NEVER HAVE LEFT US. I KNOW THAT YOU HEAR ME. PLEASE GOD.....HEAL HIM. On this day of Christmas...that is all I want....my son to be healed. FOR THOSE THAT HAD READ....I LOVE YOU FOR TAKING OUT THE TIME TO HEAR A MOTHER'S PAIN ON HIS BLESSED DAY OF THE BIRTH OF OUR LORD. AMEN!!!! Mozette