As I sit here in pain, but not complaining, for it could be a hold lot worse. All things do pass in time and this will too. I just want it to move on faster. LOL. I have to laugh, for if I was to cry I know it would make it worse..so I will give all I have to smile.
As my IPod is on and my earplugs have Tony Bennett and various artists serenading me as I write you all. I hadn't realized I hadn't been here in a while, but no fault of anyones but me. I have just finished my Fall Sememster of Community College, yet already registrated for the Spring 2012. Yes, moving on till I can't or don't want to do it anymore.
I was just thinking of my dad the other day, oh yes, he is the one I spoke about that had passed four years ago, but I just realized I am not over not having him here. Everytime there is a accomplishment with my son or myself I am at a loss of not having his hugs. He gave the best hugs. He would be the only one that would realy, really care what was going on in my life. Yes, Daddy...still thinking of you.
I guess that is it for now. Just had to get it off my chest. Thank you for reading. This is good therapy if nothing else. Smiling...I am still smiling even as my heart still aches.